ok, how shall i start this? ok...hmm...well, first of all, there is only 26 days left in university and there's so much to do....symposium, 2 quizzes coming up, project paper presentation, internal audit test and finally FINALS!...
then with the people around u....have you ever gone through an experience whereby u know this people for 3 - 4 years and at the end you find out that they are not who you think they were....well, i just recently learned that...it scares me to know that people i've known for almost all of my university life ( from the start) are not who they are at the end...i mean i know that people do change...but what if they are not who they are since the start...i've shared most of my university life with them and i feel like its all useless....i don't really know them...their real character....some however, are still the same....
our friendship is broken, shattered and gone....everything is gone, the joy, the laughter, the happiness...etc...everything just vanished.....its just stone cold silence surrounding us....we a strangers to each other and no more the people we used to be....i learned that some of them have qualities (bad ones) that i had no idea about.one of my friend asked me today," will it all end here? is this how we are going to end everything?"...what can i say... i guess all we can do is to hold on the the fond memories and forget the past and move on. its hard, i know, but what to do....if this is how it ends, then no one can change it.....i just pray for one thing...Dear Lord, let the justice win in these 26 days and let the unfairness to lose in this game of life. i need this...we need this...thank you Lord.
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