...I don't care but i actually do....

Today is a day when i realized that no matter how much i pretend not to care i still do care about them. As much as they hurt me, i still do love them as my sisters. Today when some of them went back, i feel like i'm left alone. i know they would come back but i can't avoid this empty feelings in me. At least two of them would be back tonight. I can't wait to see them. i miss them like crazy. There's no point in hiding or pretending or fake hating them anymore. they are glued to my heart. no matter how many times i say i hate them, they just seemed to be glued to my heart even more stronger. Well, it was no lie when someone said " No Friendship Is Perfect..." weird how words can be so bloody true.